Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in x__hearts' LiveJournal:

Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
3:39 pm	hi livejournal. i haven't written in here for a while. probably because like no one reads this shit. well, break is over and im now back in school, it basically sucks. i miss everything about break, absolutely everything. now its back to focusing and not fucking up. i havent been doing so well lately. my heads been killing me, somethings happening to my like lungs or chest or heart or whatever the hell was going on before. i need to relax and i never can. ive been crying a little too. that helped. i just need to let go of so much frustration. i need time off from school again. haha. the 16th is looking good for having off. THANK YOU MARTIN LUTHER KING. and i've been a bitch to the one person that matters alot to me. im sorry. and you mean the world to me.<3 well yeah, i need to finish up some homework. so yeah buh byes. <3always, jen Current Mood: gloomy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 25th, 2005
10:19 pm	whuddup whuddup livejournal. well its christmas. it doesnt even feel like it. i've been like so amazingly tired the past few days and i dont know what to do with myself. today some family came over and we did the whole gift exchange/dinner thing. Everyone starting leaving but then there was little stefan go "fuck you" or "ebagggggggooo"(macedonian for go fuck yourself.). remind you, he's 2. then after we watched movies, well, me, my brother, and kaylin. now im just like lounging around bored out of my mind and tired. im getting annoyed at my ipod cause it wont friggin upload the songs but whatever. i got off the phone with pam not to long ago, i think shes like the only one that can make me laugh so hard i just might piss myself. "yeah, we'll perfect our cum squirts." hahahaha. dear god. well im gonna find something to do. <3 always, jen. Current Mood: giggity giggity goo. Current Music: Across Five Aprils:: a year from now (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 18th, 2005
11:55 am	James and Kaylin are homeee. hi livejournal. well, its one week 'til christmas its INSANE how much time passed by. Everything is just dandy. im so happy that christmas is here, it always makes me happy. So yeah, James is back home and kaylin came with him. I missed them both so dearly. I didnt really do much this weekend. it kinda makes me upset. Friday i worked from like 4:30 until like 11 and i was beat. Then after work me kottmann and nessa went to applebees as always. Then on saturday i cashed my paycheck and did a little christmas shopping for some people. Later around like 7:30 or so i went to pam's neighbor's christmas party and we stayed there for a little then went back to her house. It was a pretty chill weekend. Maybe thats what i needed. <3 always, Jen Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Cascada:: Everytime We Touch (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 12th, 2005
4:32 pm	hi livejournallll. today was kind of crappy. i have a severe case of the mondays and i want the week to be over and i just want all the drama shit to be over. 4's a luck number isnt it? hahahaha. what a dumbass. so yeah. im sick. my throat is like killing me and i cant really breathe and my head feels like its on fire. WHATEVER. i miss danny. lots and lots. i need like medicine or something cause this pain isnt working out too well. I hate people. Why do they have to be such jerks? whatever. <3always, jen Current Mood: sick Current Music: ciara::one, two step (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
8:16 pm	HEYYYYYYYYYYYY. So i had work today. It was pretty sweet getting to see everyone again since the summer. It was so weird being there when snow was on the ground. I love the people there, they're like amazing. So me and pam had fun and we made like 11.50 tip each. it was SWEETTTT. I've been having a good day so far. i hope it snows. we're supposed to get alot i heard. i hope they cancel school cause i really didnt do any homework. NEXT WEEKEND JAMES AND KAYLIN COME HOME. how excitingggg. i miss them dearly. well i should go do some workkk. <3always, jen (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
6:20 pm	whuddup livejournal. Hey there. so i decided to start to start writing here again and i got rid of all my other entries. so yeah. school's school and everythings just a routine that i follow each day. Tomorrow i start working again. finally some god damn income. I'll be working banquets again at forest lodge, im kinda excited to be back there. Oh how i missed it. I've been pretty much ok. I should hopefully be going to the doctors soon to get tested out. make sure im ok and nothing is really wrong with my heart. that'd just cause so many complications to everything. But hey, shit happens. At least i have some amazing people by my side no matter what. they keep me going :-). I love you guys. so i think thats good enough as an update. bye lovelies. <3 always, Jen (4 Comments |Comment on this)